Wednesday.
A planned sort of day beckons. There's things that have to be done, at certain times and certain places, so that gives some sort of structure to the day.
Beginning to think I should have booked two weeks for this trip, rather than just the one but then the nature of the trip is different from what I planned when I booked it; in fact the nature of life as a whole is radically different from when I booked it. Big things to address, and I don't mean sending an elephant by special delivery; wrongs to try and right; personal maintenance which is not so much of the oil checking type, more of a gearbox change in mentality. It's just the start. At the end of this week, I'm back into my solitary existance in parts northern, and the status quo for the last six years is just not acceptable, it's a hell of a challenge. The changes in behaviour that FLoH caught the sticky end of; the effect on my personality was not a switch that was flipped ten months ago, it was the cumulative effect of several years of self neglect, lack of effort, lack of vision, being glued to the idiot tube in the corner of the spare room to the neglect of things that actually affect real life. At times down here this week, I've felt answers close by for the grabbing; I've got to try to take that mentality back up with me when I return. In the words of my old school reports "must try harder".
Thanks due to Jaxx for putting up my horoscope on her blog yesterday...
"Tuesday 19th. You are in touch with your innermost needs and may be rather impatient about having to wait. But the universe has other plans in mind as you are told to cool your heels. Although everything has taken too long already, your confidence is returning and you know that good times are ahead. It's been a hard journey, but don't give up. You are closer to your dreams than you realize"
That'd be nice to believe. Of course one can read anything into these things that you like, and there's things there that I can certainly identify with. Of course it's bunk, isn't it (??) but it has to be said that iin some serious books on astrology I've read, open up the scorpio section and there's just a picture of me in it. Or might as well be.
For today. "In preparation for Friday's eclipse, try to clear the air of anything you are still suppressing. If you are into rituals, this would be a great time to light a candle, recap the previous month on a piece of paper, and then burn it. If you're not into rituals, then at least get outside where you can see into the distance. Looking at the tops of trees can help you move beyond your limitations. "
Sounds like a plan, time to stop tippedty tapping and look at some trees. Although burning this month sounds attractive.
Seeya later.
A planned sort of day beckons. There's things that have to be done, at certain times and certain places, so that gives some sort of structure to the day.
Beginning to think I should have booked two weeks for this trip, rather than just the one but then the nature of the trip is different from what I planned when I booked it; in fact the nature of life as a whole is radically different from when I booked it. Big things to address, and I don't mean sending an elephant by special delivery; wrongs to try and right; personal maintenance which is not so much of the oil checking type, more of a gearbox change in mentality. It's just the start. At the end of this week, I'm back into my solitary existance in parts northern, and the status quo for the last six years is just not acceptable, it's a hell of a challenge. The changes in behaviour that FLoH caught the sticky end of; the effect on my personality was not a switch that was flipped ten months ago, it was the cumulative effect of several years of self neglect, lack of effort, lack of vision, being glued to the idiot tube in the corner of the spare room to the neglect of things that actually affect real life. At times down here this week, I've felt answers close by for the grabbing; I've got to try to take that mentality back up with me when I return. In the words of my old school reports "must try harder".
Thanks due to Jaxx for putting up my horoscope on her blog yesterday...
"Tuesday 19th. You are in touch with your innermost needs and may be rather impatient about having to wait. But the universe has other plans in mind as you are told to cool your heels. Although everything has taken too long already, your confidence is returning and you know that good times are ahead. It's been a hard journey, but don't give up. You are closer to your dreams than you realize"
That'd be nice to believe. Of course one can read anything into these things that you like, and there's things there that I can certainly identify with. Of course it's bunk, isn't it (??) but it has to be said that iin some serious books on astrology I've read, open up the scorpio section and there's just a picture of me in it. Or might as well be.
For today. "In preparation for Friday's eclipse, try to clear the air of anything you are still suppressing. If you are into rituals, this would be a great time to light a candle, recap the previous month on a piece of paper, and then burn it. If you're not into rituals, then at least get outside where you can see into the distance. Looking at the tops of trees can help you move beyond your limitations. "
Sounds like a plan, time to stop tippedty tapping and look at some trees. Although burning this month sounds attractive.
Seeya later.
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